Douche, thy name is me

Treatment plan is established.
Results of second SA were much improved. Morphology is still not great, but the volume is up to normal and the count is twice normal. So, I did all kinds of woe-is-me-ing for nothing. Well, kind of nothing.
At any rate, we now have a treatment plan. And the RE is confident that it should work. But not so much so that she gave us false hope. Clomid with IUI. So, if the success rate of the IUI is 8%, and the regular success rate with just normal "doing it" is about 20%, does that mean our odds go up to 28%?
Wouldn't it be nice to think so? (To paraphrase the title of another IF blog.)
So now, although I am less stressed about the whole IF/MFI thing, I am now stressed out about the fact that I will have to be very late for work for quite a few days. I have to be monitored via b/w and u/s EVERY MORNING around O. WTF? Who can DO that?? And its not like it will just make me a few minutes late either. I may have to change my hours to be 10 -6 on those days, and I am just not sure how that will fly with the new boss. Its not like I can tell him why I need to be out. Rich can do that. They will love to hear that he is trying to start a family. It will lock him into the position, because he will need the money to support us, but me? No. I really feel like it could be very bad for me. Especially since I am JUST getting into this job. On the plus side, the new boss is born-again I think, or maybe just uber religious, but hopefully he will be all for the "go forth and multiply" stuff. I don't generally rail against the patriarchy, but I really feel like I am getting a raw deal. I don't need the stress of worrying about how much my boss will hate me for inconviencing him and making him find someone to replace me after having only just replaced the person before me.
And what if my job isn't there when I get back??? Technically, it has to be under Canadian labor laws, but sometimes companies can find a way to f*ck you within the rules.

Gawdammutherfucker. Its just NEVER going to get easier.