Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Why I hate having trouble TTC, Reason #5,862

It makes me very conscious of the passage of time. I, like many others, am afraid of that day when I wake up at age 85 and think, holy sh*t, where has my life gone. Yes, with any luck, I will be a cussing Grandma. I don't like to really think about the passage of time, I don't want to know just when every grain of sand slips through to the bottom half of the hourglass, but, that's what TTTC is doing for me.
It's been a year since I really started to feel the baby itch, and it feels like that year has passed in a flash. Where did that time go? And why do I not have a baby to show for it?
Every month passes in a flash as well. It seems like yesterday that I was waiting to O for the last busted cycle. And then, in the 2WW time crawls at an excruciating pace.

Reason #5, 862: TTTC messes with my perception of time.

2 comments:

Kim said...

I agree! Just for the record I thought adoption would be so much easier. We have been officially waiting for about six weeks and I have no idea where those six weeks have gone! nclm

Anonymous said...

I swear the older I get the faster time flies by. That said time also slows down to a screetching halt during the tww so I think its just screwing with us!

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